事事感恩

Lai BB almost a month old now. My home HAS CHANGED A LOT since she's born and I've used a lot of effort to get used to this, both physically, emotionally and mentally.

BB always demand to eat. She does not like sleeping. (too bad!) => We didn't have good sleep at mid-night!!! Although it's kinda exhausting and 無耐 when she keeps on crying, 但當見到佢笑 or 叫,就會有無限欣慰,亦會很感恩,因為從pregnant 到 surgery 到現在,神都保守我和BB. BB's safe delivery and good health 不是必然的.

I've gone thru' a number of 一生之最:

1. Most frightened - waiting outside the surgery room ALONE, waiting for the 麻醉師打完針(用力用到腳都痺), my doc asked for the forceps ,"快D! 快D!", but no one gave it to her after a long while... (Thankful that I know God's with me during these moments and my BB gave me 最大的勇氣去get thru!)
2. Most 畢生難忘 with Anthony - hearing my BB's first cry (apart from our wedding oath), first sight on our baby, prayer with Hin after coming out from the surgery room.
3. Most boring - staying at home (except going to doc appt) for a WHOLE month to milk the BB.
4. Most "fruitful" diet - 全雞宴 3 meals a day, for a WHOLE month
5. Most exhausted nights - woke up 3, 6, 9am...etc

and of coz'
6. Most painful - the wound, the sleepless night after the surgery...

要向天下的母親致最深的敬意,謝謝妳的愛! 亦更體會神祢向祢子民所說的,"你是屬我的."的意思.